Irreplaceable :)

Just recently two of my favorite boys have left for the UK :( can't express how saddening it is to see them leave for years, i mean they'll be back occasionally but no more weekly meets, how to get used to that? huhu.

It's a funny story how we became so close and i'm so glad it ended up this way. even though we had to go through some really ugly situations to get to where we are now, i must say it's worth it. can't be grateful enough to have you guys in my life :) happy as ever!

 SPAM PICHA TIME! :D

 

Love you guys long time xx

happier

Life seems to be of different countless shades of colors lately and currently my shade is a raspberry sorbet. rich, strong yet subtle, vibrant and blissful. 

:)

It's July already?

Life's been good, i wouldn't say it's great but i am definitely grateful of what goodings (don't think this word exist but yes my blog, my rules) have been coming my way over the past months. ever since my sem break begun, i've been trying my very best to work my ass off (literally) taking up almost every job/class, conducting dance and combat classes. i absolutely love what i do because...

1. i'm a fitness junkie
2. it doesn't take up a hell load of time, at best a solid hour
3. it forces me to be less a bum and burn calories, sweating it out > bumming, therefore keeping fit
4. whenever i see that Smile on the members face, means i've done my job :)
5. i wanna reach out to people, inspire them and make every class a memorable one :)

ok well the list could go on but these are probably enough for you to get the gist of why i love my job :) OH and of course, i get paid! :D

engaging the members was probably my biggest challenge when i first started but nowadays it comes really naturally to me, though it did take heaps loads of effort and hard work at first. learning definitely doesn't stop here..

anyway carrying on to something else... yes i know i haven't been blogging at all but i don't see why i need to explain my absentee, what matters is that i'm back :) 

hmm what's on this child's mind? *ponders*

ohhhh..

Here's some pictures while i was in lionland a couple of months back which i didn't get the chance to share... no order to it so i will post pictures at random whenever i feel like it, so drop by for more!

Julian and i, our first visit to Gardens by the Bay! Excited faces! i can never get enough of him, so witty and intelligent. oh i miss you soooo much baby jules, must go back ASAP :)

"kakak stop holding me back i need to see the plants!"

the lovely couple :) Julian's parents

that breeze

breathtaking. skyscrapers

to be continued....

xx

All the way from my... Room :P

hey rach :D this is probably the cheapest gift from me to you but very meaningful right? HAHA i know i look super syok sendiri in 4 of the pictures but i was trying very hard to express how i would actually wish you in person! did i succeed? hehe. well gosh this sucks, you're not around for us to give you the usual "Kyeanies surprise plan thingy" HAHAHA! i suppose this post could be counted as a surprise? 

missing you loads over here on my bed that is all pimped up with its new sheets waiting for you to "devirginize" it HAHAHA WTFFF!!! what i meant was, waiting for our slumber party! hehe :)

anyway, i know it's not your birthday yet in UK right now but i just wanna wish you a great year ahead and all the happiness :) have loads of fun with ze UK friends on ur birthday k! (even though we both know who would make the best birthday buddy! *EHEM* jokes :3) Kyean and i will wait for you to land so we can all celebrate it alright? 

take good care of yourself over there, keep rocking that smile of yours because you look b e a utiful! 

and once again, Happy Birthday :)

xoxo

First Vlog EVER!

OK BAI :D xx

What girls want

I now currently have so much make up i think it would last me an eternity and i still never stop to greed for more! a girl is never satisfied with the amount of make up she has, i mean c'mon! how could you ever be happy with just one shade of eyeshadow or just one pair of eyelashes! other than just the basic make up we have other things like glitter and other shit that probably makes you glow like Edward Cullen.. Ok so maybe those aren't necessary but we still wanna own them nevertheless only because it's so cool!

I shall share what make up stuff i got as presents for my birthday last year!

from my baby girls, Olivia, Kyean and Mun :)

 Too Faced make up kit which focuses on the eyes, from light daily eye make up to heavy smokey eyes! a tube of eyeshadow primer for extra long lasting and more vibrant colors! if you're a newbie make up person this would be a great start up kit! blushers and brozers for different looks and finish off with the highlighter! even comes with small tutorial cards for different skin tones :)

Rachel and Rick airmailed me pressies too! super sweet of them to even bother right? thank you guys :)

out of the bunch of things they gave me, there's make up too!

These pair are by far my favorite, so natural and long!

Barry M lipstick, it's like a metallic purple-ish pink color! so much attitude ;)

and you can do THIS after application! NYAHAHAHA!

xx

No Pain No Gain

After much demotivation and procrastination, I've finally got my ass up and have started with some SERIOUS fitness training. and what's training without a proper diet and a drastic lifestyle change? never have i stuck to any sort of diet i had tried throughout the past years. the drive and enthusiasm would always die within barely a week. and that's when i tell myself "screw you! i'm eating whatever crap i want!" have not stopped telling myself that......until now. I don't believe we should starve ourselves for a flat tummy or go on any the extreme diets. Moderation is the key, i don't want to deprive myself from good food cause i Love food too much! there is always alternatives in eating cleaner and at the same time taste delicious too. Cut the FAsT food and junk food, make a difference :)

When we speak of motivation, there is always that tendency to blame it on our surroundings when all you need is You. honestly, if you really want something there would always be a way to archive that goal of yours. that motivation is mainly within you, i never rely on other people to motivate me because that is only temporary. it's basically a mindset and with that it comes along with Disciplin, like watching out on what you eat and consistently going for your regular workout sessions.

I've only started weight training like very recently and i am so loving the feeling of waking up aching all over the place.

My weakness:

My weakest part of the body would definitely be my arms. been working on them lately and have been seeing some improvement but still very inadequate. i give up very easily and don't push myself enough when it comes to them arms. would any of you gym rats wanna train with me? hehe give me a ring!

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